Living CreatiVee

Awkwardly taking a picture in a beautiful sunset over Whitley Heights.  Me, stuffing my face with who knows what at my niece's birthday party .  In the past 4-5 years there has been a significant difference in my physical appearance and abilities It's always been difficult to get comfortable with the idea of sharing pictures of myself. Especially older ones. I've always been a bit camera shy and sharing those pictures reminds me of the vulnerability I used to feel when taking them. Having someone look at me for a long period of time waiting for a flash or a sign that its done was nerve wrecking. I've grown to be more comfortable with the idea of  myself, making picture taking a lot less stressful. A picture ... a captured memory solidifying what I look like. All of this photo irrationality brought on by my self-conscious feeling of what people were seeing. I don't feel that way anymore. I'm not sure if its my realization of the irrationality in